Insecurity and Chronic Hope

Imperative

“Jesus…Jesus, heal my father…I’m afraid.” (Repeating over and over again) They were very nervous … needing solace. I saw them crying – tears running down their smooth cheek. Yet there’s no time to wipe them off. The situation got worsened – I dropped down on our bedroom floor. With their mother, they are helping me … Read more

Outburst: the Weakness in Me

Outburst is the weakness I had since I can remember. It is the emotional side of me, which, I sometimes enjoyed and wanted to overcome. In certain ways, it helps me release bits of me and in other way it’s something I can’t tolerate with. By definition, outburst is sudden release of strong emotion (emanating … Read more

See My Tears!

Tears roll down from my eyes, Down in my cheek it flows wide. Put my tears in your bottle; List my tears on your scroll. For long I’ve been a sojourner, Hiding my tears agonized me. See my tears, O Lord! Trade my tears with joy! Let my tears be gel of happiness, Let my … Read more

Hiding Tears

Hiding tears isn’t easy; it can be agonizingly painful. Tears are an outcome of intense emotional strain caused by certain level of happiness or adverse affect of despair. Tears, once shed, can’t be undone. Few days ago, I visited the hospital to get my forty minutes video-electroencephalography done. As I get there, I was informed … Read more

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