Uncertainty, undeniably, is one of the ingredients in the walk of life. It happened for a reason, may be.
My son just came back from school. As usual, I enquired as to what they did at school. They played and they enjoyed, which was good. When we sent our children to school, we want them to learn something. If their progress can be seen, we become happier. Anyways, it doesn’t happen that way, always.
Some worksheets, they brought along, to be done at home. At times, children simply didn’t follow our instructions. And we forget they are just starting. As a parent, we are uncertain about their future. Parenting was never easy – you get discouraged one minute, you get happy with full of hope the other time.
Imparting knowledge, for some of us, isn’t easy. That’s why we sent them to school, to get help while we raised them. We want our children to blossom into stars. However, several rounds of ‘test of patience’ needed to overcome first. Amidst that uncertainty, we have hope when we rested the matter in God’s Abiding Grace.
Investments, in all its forms, had an uncertain future. The sales person feed us good return for every policy or investment plans. It is their job; they are trained for that purpose only. It is us, the investors, who got stuck, if it goes awry. We might not reap the fruit in time.
Like others, in our pursuit of happiness, we tend to invest amidst uncertainty. We must take a risk yet it can take us into bondage. Being unable to get rid of any investments due to unforeseen reasons is also hard to bear. Yet, in His abiding grace, we have hope that at least we might be delivered in time. In any type of the outcome, God’s grace is behind what led us till today.
Emptiness, inside the heart, can eat up our body too. Several times, when I wanted to commune with God, it seems God was far away today. When our emptiness is not filled by the Holy Spirit, it is as good as a half-dead person. When the cup is not filled, we have nothing to offer our surroundings. In this time of uncertainty, God’s abiding grace still abided with us although we did not feel it.
We wanted to perform good things yet we ended up doing bad things. Without His grace not a soul will live. Waiting silently to transform us, to fill us again, will give us hope amidst this uncertainty – the dilemma or unpredictability.
When we’re let down or we felt let down beyond our normal living, it is more difficult. In the evening, as usual, we go out to spend time in a park nearby. My children, in their prime, were active. They wanted to play with me. At times, I am unable to play with them as much as they wanted. It isn’t easy to be in that condition.
For every person, I hope, it is our dream to spent time with, play with our children till they get bored. It was uncertain when would Daddy get fully fit to play with them into their hearts contentment. Yet you don’t want to let them know of all your difficulties. It is their happiness that comes first. Time and again, it is my duty to give them hope and assured them of His abiding grace. One thing is certain amidst all uncertainty, Jesus Christ died for us. He set the path right for all of us.
Let me end herewith that in every sphere of uncertainty in our walk of life, God’s grace is abiding. He did all the necessities unseen to our earthly eyes. It’s just that we didn’t observe God’s work or might be ignoring it.
Let’s try to make uncertainty be just a phase in our journey.
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