‘It’s not real….’ It’s not real…..’ I need to remind myself again and again while struggling with the recent development of auditory hallucinations and my indispensable visit to the ER. Trying to shape my mind, in accordance with the real world, is my first step in claiming victory over it. Then, training my mind to … Read more
In extreme weather where I lived Fiery-frigid waves appalled me My scarred head’s been cold In the dungeon of suffering Hide me in your cloak My cloak has been shabby now Left here in cold and nakedness Yet I wouldn’t flee from you My heart’s yearning for you Hide me in your cloak People can … Read more
‘Dad, you know, I’m trying very hard.’ ‘Yes, I knew it. And we need to keep trying.’ We were talking about trying to be a good person. However, there is no word to describe, succinctly, the task of keeping the good and bad side of us in balance. It’s a pity when my children, like … Read more
One fine day I was busy re-arranging my books and notebooks, which were mostly half-a-decade old. It was a great reminiscence of the bygone years. The past had its meaning, especially the short notes in one paragraph or two in the blank pages summed up my condition during those days. I don’t know why I’m … Read more
